I received an amazing word tonight. One I wanted, and I apparently needed, or I wouldn’t have heard it.
I had to make the most sincere apology once I made it home. I truly hope it is received with grace and forgiveness. And I owe all of you an apology, as well.
My Facebook & Tumblr posts have been up & down & up & down & mostly down. Which is silly. I know it’s my blog and I have the freedom to post what I want. I just need to stop posting what I feel in the moment and start applying the 24 hour rule. God is doing amazing things in me and through me, and I am truly thankful and praise Him daily. I should show that in every aspect of my life, especially on social networking sites such as these where most of you never see me and some of you have never met me.
Also, it has been revealed to me that I have been doing a lot of “Tumblr flirting” with some of the wonderful men of God that I have become friends with. I am truly sorry for that. That is not my place and I have been way out of line. I have not been conducting myself according to the will of God for my life. I ask for your forgiveness.
I owe all of you a direct apology for blurting out my mind to you. I’m going to work on filtering it all. The next couple of days will consist of me going through all of my Tumblr posts since the day I began posting and deleting all of those that offend.
Again, I ask for you forgiveness.
My hope is that in this forgiveness, you will have patience with me. This is going to take some time, and God is forming me into a different version of myself, rather than the monster I have become. Your thoughts and prayers would be appreciated during this time.
I love you all.
